I dont care that you left and abandoned me

Sweet ass hair

Wed, 15 Nov 2006 09:24:38 GMT

You like?

I hate....

Fri, 29 Sep 2006 00:24:29 GMT

I hate not knowing what someone else is thinking......
or what they think of you......
Its all good....

You got to take life as it is.

Fri, 22 Sep 2006 03:28:02 GMT

I seen her today. It was the hardest thing I think that i have ever had to go through. Just to see her standing there holding hands with the person she cheated on me with and being happy killed me but, it happened for a reason. I prayed that she was ok and now I know that she is.
You can not always control what goes on in your life but you can learn from it.
I just wish she knew that I pray for her everynight. I wish she knew that I still care for her so much.
I got in my first "wreck" today.
I am still alive.
Tomorrow is still going to come.
I can't wait to see what it holds (LAME) but thats how i feel.

STEAMER

Wed, 20 Sep 2006 05:45:06 GMT

They had this think called a steamer at the gas station. Kinky huh. NOPE not really it was like coffee or what ever but decaf. Best thing ever.
I went to the coolest park today.
It was so fun. Especial The secret passage way.
Work sucks. But who cares.
My lip is swolllen and possibly infected.
I LOVE THAT PARK!!!
I need a camera so i can take pictures..........

Its weird

Thu, 14 Sep 2006 04:18:57 GMT

How things really do work out in the end.
Aswell as Things do happen for a reason.
I promise.

The update

Mon, 11 Sep 2006 03:03:53 GMT

I passed my driving test. Now i can drive places. Like to work were I will work 40 plus hours a week and never get to see any of my friends.
I get lots of money. I love money. I spend it to fast. I wish I knew how to save it.
I GOT A NEW WATCH!!!!!
NEW SHOES!!!!
NEW SOCKS!!!
NEW BELT!!!
NEW BOOK!!!!
work still sucks.
Tony Danza Tapdance Extravaganza Is comming up I can't wait!!!!!!!!!!

Everthing has gone wrong.

Sat, 05 Aug 2006 23:37:56 GMT

Work sucks. I didn't pass my driving test. I dont know what feelings I have are rea. Somtimes I think I have good ideas and then looking back on it I know I don't.

To everything I have ever said.

Tue, 01 Aug 2006 06:59:17 GMT

I hate this feeling. I love everyone who has tried to help me. It makes me step back and say she HAS NO ONE to care about her, but I have so many people who care about me. It makes me feel really good. I have found something in my life right now that makes me happy enough that I forget about my problems. I just hope this thing stays for awhile, but who knows.
Work sucks. They keep putting people in the job that I keep asking for.
Its hot in my room.
I need new clothes.

Emotions are getting the best of me.

Mon, 31 Jul 2006 05:35:26 GMT

I don't know what to think anymore. I don't know what emotions to act on and which ones to put in the back of my mind and forget about. Everything inside of me tells me not to take her back, but I know if she comes back I won't be strong enough. Every time I talk to her I just cry my eyes out. I start to talk and nothing comes out. I want to yell at her I want to tell her that she is nothing more than a screw up. Tell her that she will get no where in life unless she tries, but I am to nice. Everyone says Do something to take your mind off of it. There is nothing that does not remind me of her. We lived together for a year. My room was our room. My bed was our bed. My money was her money and her money was for CANCER STICKS!! I can't stand that she lied to me for a year and told me she wasn't doing it. All my money went to her I should have known where all her money went. I should have seen the signs. They were as clear as day but I was blinded by love. I know that there is a girl out there for me who will care for me and will not lie to me, but it still hurts that the person who I thought I would be with for the rest of my life LIED to me. I am scared of the future. I am scared of tomorrow and the next day. I am scared of what next year holds. I turn 19 in august. I am a year away from not being a teenager any more. That scares me. Nothing will ever come easy. I will always have to work for something but I hope this next something is worth working for. I can't wait till I find the person I will always be with.
Good to get stuff of my chest.

Sweet ass day!!!!!!

Sat, 29 Jul 2006 01:26:20 GMT

The best I have had in a long time.

I HOP ROCKS MY SOCKS OFF!!!

Its late or early

Fri, 28 Jul 2006 08:25:49 GMT

Tomorrow I am going to hang out with Katie. IF SHE TEXTS ME BACK.
I dont work. I hate work. THEY ARE SO STUPID THERE!!!
All my friends are getting fired

Excuse me sir, But i had plans to die tonight

Wed, 05 Jul 2006 03:19:30 GMT

Umm I am sitting here alone. and really bored out of my mind.
I got to do fireworks but i burnt the hell out of my hand.
I don't want to go to work tomorrow.
I want to go feed the ducks at the park but it looks like that wont happen this week.

I love the spill canvas

Just because

Thu, 29 Jun 2006 19:02:21 GMT

I am updating Just because i want to. Not like anyone will comment or anything.
I want to go feed the ducks at the park.
I need to get a new skateboard
I want to quit my stupid ass job because it only takes time away from my life and dosn't give me enough money back.

xthatstimmyx thats my aim name.

It has been so long

Sun, 18 Jun 2006 21:42:02 GMT

It has been so long since i have been on here or even got a message. But i just got a new computer so if anyone is reading this my aim is xthatstimmyx add me and we can chat.

You wasted life why wouldnt you waste death.

Wed, 05 Jan 2005 02:07:25 GMT

Hey whats up its been a couple of days since i have updated. Whats been going on. Band practice yesterday was really good even though Mike wasnt able to come. Me and bill still made up really bad ass guitar riffs for the song we are writing.

Tomorrow i think i am going to samash to look for guitar amps since iam getting alot of money next month so i think i am buying a line 6 spider two 2 12 combo its totally bad ass.

School is so boring but the day goes by so fast its awesome.

Alright well i got to go have dinner with my robot so ill catch you on the flip side.

Timmy

Hey kids its time for the heartbreak show. LOL (so damn emo) (not)

Fri, 31 Dec 2004 19:22:32 GMT

Hey whats up. Just sitting here. I have only had like 5 hours of sleep becasue i had to get up and clean. THat sucks. I played raw vs smackdown wrestling game for like 5 hours yesterday. It was mcgnarly. Tonight is going to be pretty fun. Although some of my friends wont be there tonight. Bummer but my other cool friends will be there.

Love

Timmy

<333333 <----------look i did it lol------------

At last peace over this heart beat.

Thu, 30 Dec 2004 23:57:03 GMT

Hey. Whats going on.Man the last three days have been such a big blur to me. I went sleding so much and I even played strip sled. whent down the hill with no pants or shirt on fell half way down and just ate so much snow but its ok because it was so mcgnarly. I went to the mall that was fun and i got about 6 hours of sleep in those three days. Plus i went to go see fat albert that movie is sooooo stupid.

SOMEONE POST.

TIMMY.

Well what can i say about it.

Tue, 28 Dec 2004 18:24:09 GMT

Last night was sooooo much fun we went sleding at 1 in the morning i did my ballet dancing and we stayed up until 5 in the morning talking about nothing. We( i had a pajama party) and i felt like i was high the whole damn time and i think we are doing it again tonight.

Well its been a long one.

Thu, 23 Dec 2004 20:03:21 GMT

Hey everyone its somyoung. LOL just kidding but the movie the girl next door is so great i suggest you watch it. Just went outside to play in the snow for like 2 minuets because "it was to cold out" But iam in where its warm and iam really really really really board.

I cant wait until christmas because I get presents!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WEll Merry Christmas you little JERKS!!!!!!

Ha still gets me every time

Sat, 11 Dec 2004 02:31:36 GMT


going underwear shopping is love
brought to you by the isLove Generator

Ha its funny beacause it is love.

LOL

well see ya.

OH yea school sucks

Fri, 10 Dec 2004 02:18:12 GMT

Check this out crazy cooks.


thursday is love
brought to you by the isLove Generator

This is what i got and its funny because i just bought a thursday hoodie a couple weeks ago.

So how is everyone doing me iam not doing so well i have been sick all week long. Well catch you on the flip side.

TIMMY

So here goes

Thu, 09 Dec 2004 00:14:58 GMT

Hey whats up

Sorry i havent updated lately i really havnt had time. At school we get to design our own t shirts and its so boring because i took me like 6 seconds to get done today.

Band practice sucked this weekend
well got to go .

Give me the green beans.

Fri, 03 Dec 2004 02:47:16 GMT

Hey hey,
whats going on. I didnt have to go to school today and i dont have to go tommrow because we have career days. Iam not doing anything for the career days so i probly will get in trouble.

I got the Art damage. The latest from fear before march of flames, and i have been palying some new war game for x box.

Iam buying a new bass soon and hopefully we get to have practice on Monday.

Well till the next time.

TIMMY

Hey how want to party.

Sat, 27 Nov 2004 04:31:42 GMT

Hey whats going on.

I went to work today it was so boring and they let me leave an hour early. SO I was one of the lucky ones.
I found a victory records shirt a the flea market and the guy took like 5 dollars of the price plue iI got mike a street fighters pin.

After work I went to the mall and got a new thursday hoodie with a kite on it its so bad ass.

Well kids sleep time.

Fri, 26 Nov 2004 01:50:52 GMT

Today is turkey day. But yall bitches aint kno shit like this. I had to clean my rooom that sucked but it looks bigger now. Mike came over and we are having tewnty six kinds of fun.

And these tears lack the taste of blood like the ones she cried when i held her.

thats all for now more later if anyone posts