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Sweet ass hair [Nov. 15th, 2006|05:24 am]
Timmy with a Y
[Current Mood |anxiousanxious]
[Current Music |Across five aprils - Tallahasse's For Hookers]

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I hate.... [Sep. 28th, 2006|08:21 pm]
Timmy with a Y
[Current Mood |confusedconfused]

I hate not knowing what someone else is thinking......
or what they think of you......
Its all good....
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You got to take life as it is. [Sep. 21st, 2006|11:24 pm]
Timmy with a Y
[Current Mood |calmI am alright....]
[Current Music |Nothing]

I seen her today. It was the hardest thing I think that i have ever had to go through. Just to see her standing there holding hands with the person she cheated on me with and being happy killed me but, it happened for a reason. I prayed that she was ok and now I know that she is.
You can not always control what goes on in your life but you can learn from it.
I just wish she knew that I pray for her everynight. I wish she knew that I still care for her so much.
I got in my first "wreck" today.
I am still alive.
Tomorrow is still going to come.
I can't wait to see what it holds (LAME) but thats how i feel.
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STEAMER [Sep. 20th, 2006|01:43 am]
Timmy with a Y
[Current Location |homestead]
[Current Mood |hornyI LOVE THAT PARK]
[Current Music |Northstar]

They had this think called a steamer at the gas station. Kinky huh. NOPE not really it was like coffee or what ever but decaf. Best thing ever.
I went to the coolest park today.
It was so fun. Especial The secret passage way.
Work sucks. But who cares.
My lip is swolllen and possibly infected.
I need a camera so i can take pictures..........
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Its weird [Sep. 14th, 2006|12:18 am]
Timmy with a Y
[Current Mood |hopefulhopeful]
[Current Music |Dane cook]

How things really do work out in the end.
Aswell as Things do happen for a reason.
I promise.
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The update [Sep. 10th, 2006|11:02 pm]
Timmy with a Y
[Current Location |In your pants]
[Current Mood |accomplishedaccomplished]
[Current Music |Northstar]

I passed my driving test. Now i can drive places. Like to work were I will work 40 plus hours a week and never get to see any of my friends.
I get lots of money. I love money. I spend it to fast. I wish I knew how to save it.
work still sucks.
Tony Danza Tapdance Extravaganza Is comming up I can't wait!!!!!!!!!!
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Everthing has gone wrong. [Aug. 5th, 2006|07:38 pm]
Timmy with a Y
Work sucks. I didn't pass my driving test. I dont know what feelings I have are rea. Somtimes I think I have good ideas and then looking back on it I know I don't.
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To everything I have ever said. [Aug. 1st, 2006|02:54 am]
Timmy with a Y
[Current Mood |cheerfulOhhh Yea.]
[Current Music |Dem Franchise Boys- Lean wit it rock wit it]

I hate this feeling. I love everyone who has tried to help me. It makes me step back and say she HAS NO ONE to care about her, but I have so many people who care about me. It makes me feel really good. I have found something in my life right now that makes me happy enough that I forget about my problems. I just hope this thing stays for awhile, but who knows.
Work sucks. They keep putting people in the job that I keep asking for.
Its hot in my room.
I need new clothes.
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Emotions are getting the best of me. [Jul. 31st, 2006|01:21 am]
Timmy with a Y
[Current Location |In the homeland]
[Current Mood |determinedFucking nuts]
[Current Music |Tony Danza Tapdance Extravagaza- Clifton burton suprise]

I don't know what to think anymore. I don't know what emotions to act on and which ones to put in the back of my mind and forget about. Everything inside of me tells me not to take her back, but I know if she comes back I won't be strong enough. Every time I talk to her I just cry my eyes out. I start to talk and nothing comes out. I want to yell at her I want to tell her that she is nothing more than a screw up. Tell her that she will get no where in life unless she tries, but I am to nice. Everyone says Do something to take your mind off of it. There is nothing that does not remind me of her. We lived together for a year. My room was our room. My bed was our bed. My money was her money and her money was for CANCER STICKS!! I can't stand that she lied to me for a year and told me she wasn't doing it. All my money went to her I should have known where all her money went. I should have seen the signs. They were as clear as day but I was blinded by love. I know that there is a girl out there for me who will care for me and will not lie to me, but it still hurts that the person who I thought I would be with for the rest of my life LIED to me. I am scared of the future. I am scared of tomorrow and the next day. I am scared of what next year holds. I turn 19 in august. I am a year away from not being a teenager any more. That scares me. Nothing will ever come easy. I will always have to work for something but I hope this next something is worth working for. I can't wait till I find the person I will always be with.
Good to get stuff of my chest.
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Sweet ass day!!!!!! [Jul. 28th, 2006|09:24 pm]
Timmy with a Y
[Current Mood |amusedamused]
[Current Music |After The Sirens- We Have No White Flags]

The best I have had in a long time.
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